It had already been explained to me that, during my first trimester of pregnancy, you were likely to slip away and not be near. I guess I expected it a little bit. What I didn't expect is just how far away you would go. Can I confess that I miss you dearly? I miss waking up and being ready to start my day at 6:30am, as opposed to having to drag my tired butt out of bed at the very last minute in the morning. I miss playing alongside my kids and not feeling like I have to take a rest. I miss my afternoons when Colin would nap and I would be productive and get stuff done! Guess what? Now, in the afternoon, I take naps while Colin sits on the couch by me and watches "Gospel Bill" on DVD. I understand that I'm almost through my first trimester, and rumor has it that you will be finding your way back soon. So I write this letter to ask that you please please PLEASE don't hesitate to come back - you will be welcomed with open arms!
Love,
