Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Welcome to my Pity Party

That's right, I'm having a pity party. I am frustrated beyond belief that I am now nine days into being sick. Nine days of bland food. Nine days of nausea. Nine days of fevers. Nine days of crabby Kami!! Okay, truthfully speaking, I have not been crabby for nine straight days - but being sick with no reason why for nine days has me wanting to pull out my hair! I am fully understanding the fact that it could be MUCH worse than what it is. I am grateful that whatever has decided to plague my body is not something that is going to threaten my life. I'm thankful for an amazing husband who has stepped up and taken care of the house, making dinners, doing laundry and taking care of our kids -- all while my unhealthy self is laying in bed.

My goodness I want my life back. So yes, today I am having a pity party - a pity party because I had plans to get together with a group of fabulous women today and I had to cancel. A pity party because I just am so sick and tired of being sick and tired that I am having a pity party. I'm sorry if you disagree .. come back tomorrow and maybe I'll have posted something a lot more entertaining than my whining! I go to see my doctor yet again in three hours and I am praying that they have an answer for me this time.

For now, I will do everything I can to walk away from the desire to throw a pity party. I will try ......